MAREE CHRYSTMAS! WOOTS! ... *goes to sleep and waits for Santa* :eager: :woot:










*please note sarcasm in previous comment*

Loves!

i have a scanner! whee!














....can someone tell me how to use it. i have no idea.

so the first day of school. well, it sucked. i walked into the school and it smelled different, i hardly knew any of the teachers, everything is just turned upside down, everything was just too clean, and one of my best friends has left for college and now i dont get to see her very often. though i must say to see some familiar faces was good. i feel like i have so many things to fulfill that i dont know if i really can. yesterday i was pumped about school, but now i feel really tied down. i have so many important things to do, and i dont know where to begin! i feel so stressed out! it doesnt help that my parent expect the world from me, my teachers expect that school should be the most important thing to me, my friends want my time, and im running out of room in the time space continuum! im stressed! lets just take a look at part of my list shall we?:
- get locker form signed
get math form signed
check graphing calculator prices
make sure have enough money to buy calculator
buy calculator
binder for guitar class
write blurb for sunday about Youth convention
create powerpoint for said blurb
hand in YFC Bus papers
get confidential reference form to Chad
youth at the corn maze tomorrow night
school fees
any other forms that need signing
buy guitar
clean room
work on satuday and then sunday afternoon
home work
help Amee feel more at home in her dorm
clean bird cage #2
move birds from cage#1 to cage #2
clean cage #1 -

and this is only a part of my list! all in the next three days at the latest. yah. school did not help today. i wanted to just run away find a dark hole and chill. which in fact thats basically what i did...except for the fact it was outside and very warm. i saw Amee and Steve, and Rachel to whom i am very close and we chilled for a while. then walked 5 km to the college and up a hill. and if you dont know this hill its like 9% grade all of what felt like 3km. yah. im physically tired. im stressed. im emotionally tired, and i want time to just stop for like an hour while i do my thing and then it can start again! the fact that my parents are on my case all the time now, is really not helping the stress issues. jeez. school sucks now. (except the friends bit) everything has changed...and as of yet, i dont like it.

fin.

Got tagged by ~miss-ribbit32 (growls) i tend to avoid these.

RULES: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....



1. if there was something on my mind...i could go on a three hour monologue, but never infront of anyone. its true cuz ive done it.

2. i bark as many people know. i know only one other person who can do it near as well as i.

3. i very much dislike talking on the phone.

4. when i walk into the kitchen i must open the fridge even though i may not be hungry or thirsty.

5. i love to think. im a thinker. i love knowledge. im like a sponge that way. give me interesting stuff to ponder.

6. i dislike large crowds. at least when im in the middle of it. on the edge of one...maybe...


stupid journals and tagged things...bleh.
i wont tag anyone cuz i hate these things so i wont make them go through the same torment.

fin.

mood: bored
listening to: the hum of the computer
current project: finding something to do

usually summer is that time of relaxation, maybe a camping trip with the family ending up in disaster, or maybe a summer job. summer is that awesome time to chillax with friends, and just sit back and let the creative juices flow after getting up at noon, and eating unhealthy amounts of ramen. but alas not all bodes well in the land of Oz.
well...this summer, while in some areas have been amazing, in all, is now B-O-R-I-N-G! BORING!!!! no seriously! i have like NOTHING to do!! anyone want to give me some ideas on new projects? my brain i swear is turning to mush! i asked my self today what the square root of 9 was and i had to think about it. heck ive even tried to talk myself out of doing math for fun!!!! that bad. wow. ive gone on countless walks to ease the boredom, but nothing as of yet, has intellectually challenged me. i need brain food! company, people, stuff to think about and tell someone about! im bored! even reading doesnt help...this is bad. help please? something constuctive and interesting! im dying, literally of boredom!!! *twitches on the ground feebley* help.

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